Monday, March 3, 2014
Adrienne really is talented. Her art is very thoughtful and detail oriented. She forces me to be a better artist. Most of my friends do that. It's why I love them. They are all, each of them uniquely talented even at the sake over overcoming things that most would consider a hindrance to their craft. I am fortunate that they allow me into their lives. They inadvertently push me to be a better version of me.
Whether music, photography, illustration, sculpture, culinary arts, prose, doodling even... they have all taught me so much and forced me to see things in a different way.
I couldn't begin to imagine my life without all the color and knowledge and care and love I recieve from these people. They are my best friends, my island family.
Tonight, we sing and have fun and remember why we love one another.
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
|Fig. 1 happy Mimi|
All this aside, I also got into an accident, got arrested (long story there), had a mini break down, had three deaths in two months time, and quit my job. Well, the last thing is actually very positive, but we'll get to that later.
Here I am, though, and I am happy. Happier than I have been in a loooooong while.
|Fig. 2 amazing series of faces I did in |
conjunction with Gemini Photography
I still get to create, I still get to make music, I still get to choose how I live, I still have the chance to do exactly what I want. The main difference is now I have the time to do it. No excuses. Shit or get off the pot.
The biggest surprise is... it's working. I have never felt more confident, more secure, or more successful.
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
I have not been paid this little since I was 18 years old. I'm bilingual and have lots of technical training for my job. Since I'm the only one in my store that speaks Spanish, I have actually lost sales that should have been mine because I swapped with someone to translate and give technical support. Not making my numbers costs me money. I refuse to deny someone basic customer service, There is no room for advancement in my place of work. The manager has a difficulty managing his life outside of work making our chances at career success dismal at best.
Why do I stay? I don't have anywhere else to go right now. Nepotism runs rampant on the island and a good chunk of career opportunity is directly tied to whomever you may be related to, drink and party with, or brown-nosed the week before. Instead, I get stuck at a dead end job that was supposed to be a good career opportunity simply because it's better than nothing. I struggle daily with the decision to just call it quits and, like the unfortunate many of my generation, and move home. Multiple incomes are what it takes now. Gone are the days when a single income could carry a middle class family. Maybe more roommates and give up my illusion of privacy. It's sad. And worse, I am not alone. Statistically, more and more people in my generation have degrees and no jobs. The ratio of cost of living to payrate is far worse than it has been for previous generations. The cost of college is higher. The jobs don't pay.
There is a bottleneck in the sciences for people scrambling for the same decent positions.
There's a lack of funding that makes it so teaching isn't a viable source of income.
Trade positions pay horrid wages but expect experience. No one will give the experience.
What's a woman to do? At this point, I'm scared of my option. Going back to school to incur more debt for something that isn't a guarantee is ridiculous. The odds aren't even worth that wager. It's sad when more education doesn't mean more opportunities. At my age, it means less opportunity. I will continue the search. I will not loose hope. I will not let everything go to waste. I refuse to believe that as the workforce gets older, they will keep the younger from moving up and attaining great positions. There is a way and I will overcome. I may not end up the scientist I dreamed of working for National Geographic. I may not play around the world. But I will try to find the balance. I will not be deterred.
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
It's been a while since I packed a bento but today I am glad be on the wagon again. Nothing too fancy. I'm really trying to maintain a more balanced, less eat out or convenience foods based diet.
I was amazing at this, but alas, I let my busy life get the best of me. Shame! I do know better. I know how diet and sleep affect my mental health. Plus, physically I just feel blah. I have a lot on my plate so I need good nutrition to keep me going and motivated.
Lucky for me, there are no shortages when it comes to quick recipes, bento make aheads, and slow cooker meals. These are great time savers that I started putting to use (again) last week. I hope I can keep it up!
Off to enjoy my lunch!
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
I have so much I want to tell everyone, but I spent until the wee hours in the morning working on a press kit for the band. So, hugs and love. And naps. They are a good thing. Would love to talk to you all sometime!
I should go run errands, but I am bone tired. Going to crawl in bed now.
Thursday, July 4, 2013
Having a fantastic fourth getting ready for a party at my friends house. I made a great drink, which I may add whisky to later, an awesome pasta salad, crazy makeup job. My best bud is making who knows what... last I heard there was carrot cake?
Well, I'm happy we all decided to take easy this fourth. Between Pin-ups in Paradise, my band, and just trying to get situated, I am thrilled to relax with friends.
One of my favorite summertime drinks is iced tea. I cold brew my tea. First, I fill a gallon pitcher with water, drop in eight tea bags, and wait a few hours. You can use more or less bags depending on what strength and the type of tea. I find six good for regular tea, eight for green, personally.
I don't sweeten my tea, normally, but this isn't normal tea. I sliced a whole lime and dropped them in. I kept a slice to squeeze into the tea and added a good squirt of honey. Maybe about one tablespoon. Can you say refreshing?! It would have been over the top with mint or basil, I think.
Tell me what you think!
I hope you have a happy day!