Thursday, July 23, 2009
The feeling of yuk.
I know I should be motivated to paint. I love it. I should be motivated to read. Today. Nothing. I feel motivated to nap and play mindless games online. Argue with 13 year olds. Stuff. I feel guilty because I should be doing more. Is there a magic cure for this. I tried drinking tea, playing happy music (it ended up on my nerves) playing with Floyd. All to no avail.
Exhibit A (to the right) shows the level of my lack of motivation. Okay, sure, this was taken like 2 months ago, but you catch my drift, right?
I thought I was tired. I napped. I had a plethora of bad dreams. I am attributing this to my meds. It still sucks though.
So tell me, blogsosphere, what is your motivation? Does it REALLY work? Should I drink more coffee/tea? Should I have a shot of whiskey (had to throw it in, lol)? Maybe I just need someone to motivate me. What is your secret? You can tell me. I can keep a secret. :o)